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i feel like complete shit but i’m the happiest boy in the world

I’m coming home tomorrow

I miss the way things were around this time last year and I miss my friends a whole lot. I miss a bunch of things honestly, but I’m glad to be out of that dead end town. I’m doing better than ever and I’m only going up from here. Everybody’s gotta grow up sometime, I just wish I had done it sooner but it is what it is I guess haha. It’s pretty crazy how things can still abruptly change my mood from amazing to sorta irritable and frustrated in a matter of seconds. Oh well, one more day and most of the crazy stress I’ve been dealing with will be over and I’ll be able to relax. And don’t get me wrong, I’m still so happy and the air force is incredible, I’m just a little homesick I guess. It’s been 4 1/2 months since I’ve seen anyone that I know and all the friends I’ve made in basic training and technical training are all over the world now.

Not sure why I wrote any of this but whatever, I’ve got nothing better to do on a Monday night besides writing out some random stuff that’s on my mind haha

Zzzz

Wow I’m on the internet

stoked to go home in two weeks, who’s gonna chill?